
After experiencing early signs of dementia and other financial and familial hardships, former pro-athlete Dave Duerson took his life on February 18, 2011. However, it was his final, insistent request to have his brain donated to the NFL brain bank that raised a number of questions: was Dave Duerson's suicide a final act to shine a beaming light for greater research about sports-related brain injuries?
In the last months of his life, the 50-year-old former Chicago Bears safety had been experiencing difficulty in spoken and written word comprehension and had short-term memory loss that, according to his ex-wife Alicia Duerson, "got worse as time went on."
Though he spoke openly about NFL-related brain injuries, as well as his father's Alzheimer's and brain damage, the question remains whether or not Duerson's suicide is related to chronic traumatic encephalopathy, a degenerative brain disease recently found in a number of former pro-football players.
The disease, which has also been connected to the death of Cincinnati Bengals receiver Chris Henry, has been linked to depression, cognitive impairment and occasionally suicide.
Duerson noted in his final letter to family that he had been experiencing blurred vision and pain in the left side of his brain, insisting to his wife and son that his brain be donated posthumously to research. His brain will be examined over the coming months by doctors at the Boston University Center for the Study of Traumatic Encephalopathy.
Duerson's life, however, was not without its ups and downs. In an interview three months before his death with writer Rob Trucks, Duerson stated,
"OK, I consider myself strong and all of that. I'd lived the so-called celebrity life, and they considered me the golden child of my family. But, you know, I think they missed the part where I'm a human. And so that was profound. The flip of that is that I played into the plan God had. Every birthday and Thanksgiving, I will also remember saying goodbye to my parents."
"You know, people would ask me about longevity and all that. I would tell them I was going to die at 42. And I don't know what that was about, but, as it turned out, you know, I did suffer the greatest death, from my vantage point, two days before I turned 43. That was the death of my mom, you know, my absolute best friend, my biggest fan. But November 28th of '03, when I turned 43, I did realize I was likely going to make it to old age and so, from a mental perspective, I needed to get ready for things like a slowing gait and losing my step and failed health and all those types of things, whereas I'd always envisioned that I was going to go at the top of my game."
"In the NFL, I was ostracized from Day One - not by my teammates but by my defensive coordinator. I was drafted by the Bears in 1983. My first day walking into Halas Hall, I met Buddy Ryan. He knew I'd gone to Notre Dame, and he asked me if I was one of those doctors or lawyers. I said, 'Yes, sir.' He said, 'Well, you won't be here too long, because I don't like smart niggers.'"
To read the entire interview, click here.

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By: Bob on 2/23/2011 4:56PM
sounds like a good guy....wish instead of all the money spent in wars with each other, people could spend it on research to fight diseases
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By: Frank on 2/24/2011 7:09PM
Truly a sad event. I think that all the beating these men take on the field sure has to affect them down the road. I remember that Kenny Easlie and before that Lyle Alzado both had terrible health issues after football. The NFL should wake up. The owners won't because it is all about the money.
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By: Cindy Miller on 2/25/2011 10:30AM
GREED KILLS! Whether it be a player who wants instant wealth by taking a very large signing bonus, or the team owners who want a "trophy", or the fans who support these incredibly high ticket cost...
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By: TchrTomD on 2/25/2011 12:20PM
How about telling the players to wake up? Again, they know that football is a violent sport so stop blaming the owners for the players decision to play football knowing the risks they face in doing so!!
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By: Paul on 2/24/2011 10:23PM
Sadly, try to warn young people of the risks and impact these sports have on persons....most, along with their parents, will likely ignore this and wait in starry eyed wonder for the next game or event...as parents often live out their own failed dreams at the expense of their children.
We can hear about tragedy...loss...etc...but we just look for the next star, the next win...to tantalize us and distract us.
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By: Chrissy Johnson on 2/25/2011 8:34AM
Similar story to the Chris Beniot one(Minus the alleged murder)such a shame.... wish people would understand that getting hit in the head isn't work the long term affects.
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By: solomon on 2/25/2011 8:45AM
Trust me i know the pain and hardship of brain injury and memory loss it can take away every thing you have any comfort of feeling safe around any one ever. Plus think about it what if you had to wake up one day like i did and you've lost 3/4 of your whole life and had to learn to walk and talk again like i did. Plus you wake up and find out your married and have a son who just wants his dad back
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By: Cindy Miller on 2/25/2011 10:29AM
I am realizing now that I too have symptoms from concussions I got while being married to an abusive husband. I am 54 years old and I never thought of long term effects from this until now, but what do you do - the damage has been done and the person responsible has gotten away with "what should have been" a crime...
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By: Cindy Miller on 2/25/2011 10:31AM
I want to say "HOW DARE YOU" to Buddy Ryan! You shouldn't have a job anywhere, you need to be schooled on how to talk to people. You have a man that graduated Notre Dame and you talk down to him and call him a "smart nigger"??? Who do you think you are...You are a coach - what does that say about your education. You need to reach out to the Family of Buddy Ryan and ask them to forgive you for your stupidity; I find it sad that Dave and his mother have passed - I hope God can forgive you for your rudeness and lack of compassion for any human being that you come in contact with.
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By: Tom D on 2/25/2011 12:17PM
Anyone who plays football knows the consequences of hitting and getting hit. Please stop "blaming" others when you encounter some of these consequences. DON'T PLAY THE GAME! GET A REAL JOB.....
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